Sunday, March 20, 2005
WinD CHimEs .
qing ming shi jie yu feng feng
lu shan xin ren yu duan hun
jie wen jiu jia he chu you
lu tong yao zi xin hua chun
the news show that ppl are startign to pay respect and remember lost frineds and relatives.
it is kinda heart touching and warming to see ppl remember each other...realli,, i see old ppl walking up hilly terrian on their bad legs and knees which probably tolled in the ages of suffering and hardship. carrying plastic bags or incenses and candles..under the unbearable scorcing heat of the afternoon sun....wonder if i die .. who will come vist my grave hahaha...
but i guess this is life issit it? the joy of new born is balacen with teh sorrow of losing love ones...
teh cycle of live.. beore i lost anyone out there, i swear to be a better person... i will spent more time wiht my family... i tink my sister have been kinda busy at work.. she been neglcting family..
while i have been staying at home most of hte time..hee..if i tink i am lonely now.. when i am old it will be worst..... haiz... perhaps it was better last time when ppl die at abt 30-40 a their peak..
wat is the pt of living to a ripe old age of 100 when u spetn it alone in silence and solitude..
my dad told mi one this story..
cow,horse, dog each have a life span of 40..man only have 20 ..
he was compaining that his life is far too short.. so the animal each gave their life 20 year to man
for teh cow do not wanna toll under the sun for 20 years. the horse and dog simlairly dont wanna suffer fro 20 years..
so 20 plus 20 x 3 = 80
noraml lief span of man is now 80...that is plus pt.. but the catch is this...
for his first 20 year.. man will life a man life..
next 20.. he will live a life of a cow... tolling hard under the sun...
next 20 he will live the life of a horse... gallooing hard and panting for breaht
last 20 be like a dog.. watch over house for his childern and get barked at..
so life is not so easy...need to zhuo nu zhuo ma.. old laio also canot enjoy..
Nobody say life is going to be easy...
" if u live to be a hundred years old, i wanna live to a hundred and minus one day, so i wont have to live a day without u.."
with love
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