Saturday, April 28, 2007
for a beta future?
no body knows wat lies ahead. try living life to the max u say?...
i dunno how so..
spending the weekend at home aint exactly living life to the max..
thinking back. its been some time since i had so much time to myself over the weekend..
dunno wat to do with them..
how ironic.. been lookng so much towards the weekend only to find i am stuck at home.
i dont need ppl non related.. not even close enough to call frineds to ditate my weekends..
strangers who take drinks without asking the first time they meet.. wat? he is ur boss? wat a generous boss..
slip in and out of sleepy land. drifted away in a subconcious environment.. wonder when will u be msging me..
perhap i need just a alittle comfort from someone.. anyone ?
i wanna make this work.. but i cant do it alone...
from the dumb guy who can differtiate a skirt from a dress...
leave me alone..
with love
5:25 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
finally !!the rock has come back!!!
hmm.. feels kinda werid to be bloggin all over agian.. no particular reason
kinda miss blogging .. smirkz..
i hate emotional episodes. am going to leave my guys as they move on with theirs lifes. realli.. i sadden moi greatly to seee the guys leave. the day the flag was handed back to Hq.. the company had officially closed down.. leaving behind nothing but dust and memories of yesterday.
seem only like yesterday we were up training.. doing early moring run.. swim training.. convention trg and ops deployment.. sheesh..
i tried to hold back my tears.. manage to somehow convince myself tat they be ahappier bunch outside. and all doesnt matter as long i rem them..
i will see them next week anywayat the dinner function..
am i too emotional for a guy? hmmm..
been of fine lately.. just a change in job place..still getting use to it... hopefully i dont get fat at office job.. ahaaha but working hours are office.. but i guesss shd have OT for the intial part...
transport a problem. take an hours plus to travel.. 2 hours plus back and forth..
daddy's getting a small CAR!!... a lot of second tho.. $$$ issue.. but Thanks DAD!!
thanks for wat all u have done.. love ya....
just to update: there a wonderful girl in my life. tian.. my life mainly revolves ard her. she is everything tat is to moi..
sorrie dautie.. still ahaven catch up with ya.. and my x mas present stil over at ur place..
haven meet up with muru and rosy!!
muru: u still own us a treat..
and rosy after ur exam we go Whack BBuuFFEEETTTT.. k? kinda miss ya guys..
still gottaa meet a few friens like Xm, sze, and biker chick.!!
hook on bleach anad prison break which was introduce to me by tian.
season 3 faster come out!! ahaaha
time to sleep.. still got a long weeek ahead!!
with love
11:29 PM
