Sunday, September 23, 2007
losing my soul.
been alone at home the whole weekend.
the feeling totally sucks..
bought some back log home to do.. cos deadline is mid week.. how toopid..
guess it totally sppoilt my weekend.
Suppose to meet some frineds for dinner on sat. with gifts all ready but was canceled.
somehow i dont have control over my life.. it is just work..
dont reach home till after 10..
the fact tat my boss is a no life person donest equal to me having to work late rite?
So riduculos.. cos im the only in uniform in the branch doesnt mean i need to stay late while the rest can knock off at 5.30 pm sharp.. WTH.. i dont even get OT pay..
i dont even get OFf.. speaking of which i still got a few unclaim of which i tink will never get paid back..
this is the system, this is the culture.. it sucks to work in such a environemnt. unequal treatment. full of critisim.. politic driven... fault finding.. the more u do the more fault u get.. dont do = no fault.
i dread going to work.. seriously i look forward to nothing..
i lost all those i once hold tightly onto..
i am myself and i do things for myself..
im not that kind and i wont pretend to be tat someone ppl wnan me to be..
im sick
im tired
im weak
im fat
im slow
im digusted
im wrong
im cant be bother
im watever u say i am
waatever..
lame chop
with love
10:43 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
lifes a bitch ( wats new)
hmm... something terrible happen yest.. some Arsehole in a bridal car try to beat the red light and smash onto the car i was driving. He dont even have the guts to settle the issue and scoot off . runnning away like a little girl.. this person is call
*Wong yuwei* Spineless coward. if you cant Drive .. Dont Freaking Drive..
if something ever happen to tian.. i swear you be dead somehow.
i try very much to maintian my cool during the whole ordeal.. not many of us can say we have the experience of dealing with accidents. in my opinion, it is a clear case of beating the red light and smash right on onto me. when i call to report the matter to Traffic police.. they advise there is no need for Traffic police as there is not injury and by their definition of injury means amubulance need to be at scene. i mean WTH rite? i cant even fault the Wong Driver on the spot. the Wong's Dad.just say talk to his insurance and claim the damages .. wat is most blood boiling is that he say his car is bigger hence he suffer more damage.. when i try to reason with him.. he say he is not the one driving the CAr at the pt of impact so he cant comment and wanted to drive off the car.. when i ask for his Timid girlie Yuwei to come back to the scene , he say there was no need to.. just talk to his insurance..
when i call via Phone to the Sissy guy, the response is tok to insurance!!!!
WTF!!! dont freaking Call no insurance when you are in the Freaking Wrong..
i had since made a incident report and i have highlight the matter to TRaffic Police.. unless i get a answer for this reckless driver to be punish.. i will not REST...
I had put the life of someone i love in danger.. if the car is to hit onto tian.. i would not know wat to do.. something is definitely amissed for him to scoot off like this.. i feel helpless for not being able to get back justice.. im thankful to be alive with a few bruises. i will chose a harder right than a easier wrong.. i will not let the matter rest...
my weekend was gone and spoilt by his Screw up reckless driver.. i wonder how much peace can he have when he eat his wedding dinner.. Karma believers know beta.
the Farnie thingy is tat i was still looking at bikes the day before.. if i was riding then i confirm i would be at the hospital now.high riser handle bars.. Drool.
Pretty bike for a hippy guy.
i wanted pretty much to live the american Dream. ride a harley and Cruise ard town
updates from the previous post..pictures from Retro party.
tian..
Brea and chibi
the silly bunch..
thanks for the lovely Celebration!
things to Do:
get back in shape .. the full maraathon is coming 11 more weeks.
spent less. money is hard to earn..
get a nice watch ( see last blog)
i know i haven been doing this for a long long long time.. writing cards and getting gifts for my close frineds.
this sat will meet frined for dinner..
i sTill haven take my Pressie from xiao lou and buddy cindy..OMG so guilty
Adriel i still haven forget my meet up with ya!
and camper still holding on to my pressie!!
yikess yikes...
pls bear with me. i will arrnage meet up with ya ppl..
tired le. time to lala le..
with love
10:32 PM
