Friday, April 08, 2005
just another day at the lab?
din write blog for 2 day.. cos was too sad over the porr grades.. complainged to snoopy, jiayan and surpirsingly, XL too.
anyway i tink i gotten over the poor grades liao. or so i hope..i mean it is not my fault rite? i did study for it and try my best... i mean studying is not really my cup of tea... but i realise tat it need to be done.. the bottom line is i get things done when things need to be done.. i dont mind buring mid nite oil or scraficiing weekend to get things done... i knoe there are tonnes of work to do .. i scarifice a lot of things that i hold dear to for the sch work.. maybe i not so smart need more time to get things done.. but i still get it done... i knoe my parents are worrying over mi.. i mean i have grown up in some way or another, i tink this is responsiblity bah.. i can go play pool , wathc moive, pak tok, cyling but i choose shc work over it...not becos i like it but becos they need to be done... so dont worry abt MI!!! i hate ppl worrying abt mi...it is kinda farnie . they will worry abt mi then i will owrry abt them worrying abt mi. then all the more they worry and all the more i worry.. i mean all right already.. there is not much i can do lor.. just study harder for the exams...
i sort of sent XL a gd nite sms.. then the morning she replied , i told her i wasnt feeling too well over hte poor grades.. in one way i was happy receiving msgs from her ... in one way i was really sad.. i tink i have gd image and gd feeling for her bah... kinda disappointed when she din reply my last msg.. but heck.. i am the DAO one remember?hahahaha
today suppose to be climbing day leh.. but i am at lab running experiment..alone!!
isolation ... i tink not every body can take such kind of isolation.. less for someone wiht a loner type of attitude..
it really is not so bad.. i mean despite then long sleepless lonely nite and hours..
i mean i cant complain since i choosen it.. just take it as a test of character and strenght.. i learn that during my army days.. training and tekaning are meant to break u down.. the more u get bother by it.. the more likely u will ring the bell..
beside CB is a nice guy.. and a.p Loh kc. is a great lecuterer too..my lab officer mdm chow pek is an awfully nice lady lor..
mdm chow pek, i wore cover shoes to lab wor.. heehee
there are 3 idols in chem engineering.. The 3 chem engine idol are no 1 prof lee jim yang, second, a/p loh KC, thirdly laksa!!..all are my chem eng idol....
the harry pottter lecuter can take his petrol text and shaft it up his candyass...bascally u suck...
today is the best.. apc lecuterer last min wanna extend lecutree by 1 hr wihtout first infroming us...come on.. at least tell mi b4 hand mah.. so late min... my bacteria are waiting for mi in the lab leh...
lab issit so bad.. but the worst thing is opposite my lab.. a fellow classmate whom i kinda hate is working there... jui hu kia...( johor kid) just dont like him...
i tink there are 2 things i dont like abt him... his left face and his right face....
red force.. if not for the water u are giving us..hell with u...
wo meng he de shui shi gan jin de..
ni meng he de shui shi ang chang de....
yeah rite!!
anyway america chopper is delay becos of the pope passing away. he so fantastic meh? he din help mi lor... anyway the america chopper is going to show at 2 am.. woohoo.. if papa allow mi to buy a bike it will be so convievne lor... can ride to lab then can go back home to sleep.. dont need stay over nite so long.. but then again parents are all risk advert ppl...
i only ate egg tart for dinner .. cos i really dont liket he feeling of eating alone at the canteen.. so lonely...sorry body.. i knoe my body can take temenous amt of abuse but unneccessary one like this ..i tink it is not wise.. sorry body.. dont fail mi..
for the fat % issue.. i went for an hour run yesterday.. dedicated rite? haha.
i tink i have grown weak leh.. not as sharp as tough as i was back when i was 18 or 19.. haha.. maybe i gain some wisdom ? just maybe... imagine waking up at 4 am just to to run and mental prep myself for 10 km soc.. haha
those were the days...
i just got to knoe my sister bf is from real estate and they have known each other at zouk... i mean it is a youngters party place but picking up ppl there is kinda farnie for mi.. maybe i cant accept it.. i mean yah lar, the girl dress better, look nicer, are hotter, revealing outfit with mo gui shen chai.. but i mean love base on physical attraction? does it really work? looks ppl say are secondary.. but i tink also need that little bit of look lor.. if looks dont really matter... marie france and all teh cosmetic and yun nan jian fai zhong xin will have gone busted liao lor.. if ur guy/gal do this.. does it alos mean that they will do this again?pick up some one else..thinking "i done it b4 , why not again?"
anyway it it work out it will lor.. if not too bad.. not regrets, they are out to play... cos zouk is a play ground.
the weekedn end need to buy birhday present ..
long blog= stuck in lab or nothing better to do...hahahaa
with love
10:09 PM
