Friday, February 03, 2006
Will u be there.?
it is so ironic that ROsy mention that at the end of the year 2006, lets count the number of sad blog posting i have for 2006. i knoe i am had not been a cheerful soul. especailly recently..
i decided that i had let my feelings and thoughTs too transparent and words too straight.. as a results ppl are ofetn so jugdemental ...everybody is just so critical.
i always get hurt..
i decided that i shall not blog anymore... this will prob be my last posting.
just like she say.. "i do not lead a online life cos i got interesting offline life."
why do i always fight a battle that i cant win... why am i suck a loser for frineds and everytihng else? maybe Becos i din have a best frined since primary sch...but it will definately be nice to have a best frined le...
or at least a really depeendable friend..
i wanted to upload the free willy theme song " will u be there?" to hold moi and carry moi..lift moi up slowly .. show moi u care.. i get lonely sometimes... i am only human...
i always get down or depress when ppl do unjust to moi.. cos i really and truly expect true blue frineds. not just somenobody.. i am not blind!! i can see.. i can feel....althought i try to act blind and be obilivous to the surrounding happenings, i still get affected.
nice guy always finishes last.... i am not so nice.. but i am not so bad.. i figure i end up somewehre in the middle will be good..
hope u all got to know a little bit more abt this plain normal guy with his werid thinking and the nonsensical stuff through this blog.
thanks to all those who express concern on the tag board. for all that little encourage and advice u all gave..they mean a lot to moi...
thanks a lots. from the bottom of my heart...
Thanks for all..
Luv,
mingZ...
with love
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