Saturday, May 13, 2006
still hanging ard
been only abt a week or more since the last paper..
been cyclin lots, climbing, going out, nuaing , wathcing anime and catchignup with frineds and family..
a lot of time at hand causes u to ponder over certain stuffs in life..
for some reason, i was constantly reminded by friend's death on the road, i cycle with some element of fear nowadays.. the fear was lesser in group rides tho, eveyr time some huge vehicle comes near or just miss moi inches away.. wonder why... maybe some omen.. maybe shd laid of cycling for soemtime.. do safer stuff.
Some SEP student call louis, ask moi for my notes..he is some mexican guy lar, appreantely he din take final exam tehn and now he is panicy asking to borrow my notes and tutorial..
he sent moi an SMS. calling moi "YAOMING".. For CRyingoutloud.. the least u can do is to get the person name corect lar..
i lent him none the less cos it is my "nature to SAve"... acccording to some cool lifeguard it is a silly thing to do. sometimes i agree but then i am just silly..
i been told to focus on the little pleasures in life at least life would have been happier. until the day i am contented i guess i will never be relly happi..
peception changes when u are 18 and compare to when u are mid twenties... when u are young u wanna fight the world.. wanna oppose eveyr thing... whne u are old, as long as i get to live another day and see my loves one .. i am contented... how weird.. is that growing up?
dreams are meant to be chased..
shd i just keep on chasing or shd i just give up..
in the end.. wat realli matters?
i am not young anymore.. the fire had indeed diminished
the air head need to think...
with love
10:31 PM
