Saturday, July 01, 2006
i miss u
yesterday i went to sch to collect teh grad gown... the collection place was mpsh...
feels kinda happy to be heading back to sch once agian...
in fact i was more eager to visit my fav huant than collect my gown..
was alone at sch anyway..
i can only rem vaguely my first day at sch.. filled with anticiptaion and fire.. at the end of 4 years.. i am sad to say uni is not as fufiling at it claims. got tonnes of sadness, tonnes of hyprcritical ppl. of cos.. i also met a few good friends. xm, sze, winnie,de de. also a few prof tat will serve as a role model for moi..
prof loh, Prof laksa, prof lee and prof marc galand.. the 4 chem eng idols.. espically prof laksa!! his passion for teaching raawks...
when i was at the bar.. i cant help to rem the times with had with marko groovy koala at the bar.. been short but fun... althoguht marko and i have not spoken after have some childish arguement, but i miss his company sorely..
i guess sometimes guy are jsut egoistic..i am grading this year. and i sent a mail to marko saying tat i am going to grad this year. wonder when is the chance we will pull again?
since he din reply.. tat is prob the end of the friendship. oh well..
once i din really wann attend commencement.. cos of my losuy classifcation.. but i guess that is wat mom and dad wnan.. to see moi grad with a squarish hard.. at least they be proud of their silly son..
i realise as i grown older and bear more responsiblity.. i dont live for myself... i live for teh others.. the reason tat daddy go to wrok, rain or shine, is becos of family.. the fact tat the poor bagala work relentess under the hot sun is for his family back home.. the energy comes from this very driving force.
i believe i am still in teh process of growing up still..
feels kinda sad ..
oh well...
i am off to get thanks you card..
got a million thanks to those who help moi in one way of another in this 4 years.
with love
9:25 AM
