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Friday, July 01, 2005

ZEst Bar is LOw...

i manage to get like 2 hrs of sleep before going to sch library to touch up on my report.. from 5 am to 7am.. i tink i might have overdosage of caffiene i drank like 3 packets..... sheesh.. well it had definately been one of the most stressful period since... much worst than exam study week man...

i was telling CB that if a person have a fixed energy life of 80 years. i probably die at about 50 years old.. cos i use all by life energy on proejct and sleepign so little per day.. hahaa..

well i dont knoe how to feel after i handed up the report... i tried my best... but my results shows nothign!!! sheesh .. not conculsive... sucky...
it is kinda dependant on certain elemetn of luck when u like ballot for the project..... i mean diff prof got diff expectation.. different project got different level of progress.. some are at the end stage some are at the infancy stage...

that is a girl i knoe doing reseach under prof neo finish her report very early.. and she is like bearly at lab one.. sheesh.. unfair.. prof neo is gereros wiht his grade i tink .. cos his porject have like the most ppl ballot for one..
unfair.. screwed..

sheesh i tho it would be something if i can publsh a paper with my PHD student..
maybe at least when i am old , i can tell my kids i done sometihng... well the chance is gone...lifes unfair

anyway, i dont know how to feel when i handed up my report.to be happy or sad... i in effort but sad to say.. effort not equal resutls...anyway that cos my zest bar to be low....

very low in fact...

wat the tihngy with date line anyway.. depsite settling the dateline , my frineds are all jsut submitting a prelimary report to the department.. sucky... sheesh...

anwya i handed inth e report at 3.30pm.. then i went to climb at sch with koala..
u knoe it is liekthe last day of sch liao.. cos i going to wrok tml... sheesh i could realli use a break... tired......
anwyay i dont tink koala enjoy the climb as much.. cos no challenging route for her.. plus i zest bar is low... but koala did make mi feel slightly happier..

did hang board with her.. but definately she is the stronger one.. i am like so weak!!i tink she got a digicam that looks like my ah jie's one

i tink i juice out again.. i din eat anything since morning. the whole day... maybe or i am just plain weak...

i linger from 3,30 to abt 7 at the SRC.. i saw many frineds lar.. from diving to swimmin and even NVAC friends...all of them look like having fun.. except mi ...
haiz..


anyway i ask marko to pull for one last time.. i be working and cannon pull in the afternoon sun.. i will have to say bye bye to the bar for one month... sheesh..
altghough i was like tired lack of sleep adn food. i went pull for 3 sets.. my hands very shaking and i can only do 7... juice out manz.. but i enjoyed it...too bad marko cannot make it...

BYe BAr.. i will sure miss u.....

i need to prepare my unifrom and boots for for tml work.. polish stuff and all u knoe.. then i came across my spike shoes.. nike one.. blue and white.. use to like it a lot las time.. now like neglected liao... ahhaa then i look at my climbing shoes... will it suffer the same fate? haahahah

i decided to personalise my climbing shoe after seening wat koala did to hers... it is like quite cool... i tink i going to write OVErSOUL on it!!! i need an oVersoul..

i went home from SRC.. i walk alone at lot one.. then i walk home.. got a feelign that i cant describe.. just a low sad feeling...

anwya i saw shaman king VCD.. very tempted to buy.. shoud it buy or not? hahaa

i was like veyr hungry when i reach home.. alvin say he was at KAP mac.. althoug i dont like to eat mac.but for old time sake,hell we been like cycling for so many countless times.. we chatted and caught up a bit..actually wnana cycle one... but i think he lent his bike to some ppl from tri....

he bought mi a GIFT woR!! so nice!!!he jsut came back to singaproe from oversea studies.. sem break..so sweet lar..

hey something screwed happen man... The 10 kg weights i use for pull are lost!!! cos i put them in the locker.. but i tink the ppl change the locker combination cos we are like suppose o clear the locker long time ago.. ARGH..
i told alvin, i could break the lock and get back my weights.. but then wat if te wieghts are not inside.. they may have clear the stuff out..thne they will knoe who spoit the lock.. alvin say that is the abnormal person way of thinking...
he ask mi to use my racer and ram the locker.. i tell him that is the crazy way of thinking..the normal way of thigking should be refer to the person in charge rite? i such they ar reasonable ppl..

i went to alvin house, it was quite nice to chat with his sisters and all..but too bad his dad's asleep..haiz..

looks like many ppl reading my blog lar.. alvin tho mi huddie and ZM are stirring shit abt mi huh... hahahaha .. wait i meet u all for supper next time, i sure to whoop the 2 of ur ass...

i saw the 100 nus conentetial tihngy on telly.. talk abt how nice NUs is.. hell why dont they interveiw mi? i can tell them all teh bad stuff man.. NUs REally nice meh? pui!! sucky...

i need to polish my boot liao.. i got more to blog one.. blog tml...


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