Sunday, July 31, 2005
EXPECTaTionS
times really flies man... my holiday attachment ended liao... the only thing i brought home with mi is the valuable bond of frinedships...
i am going back camp on monday to clear up some work.. despite my last day was friday. this is because of the late meeting till 8 pm on a fridya nite...
the weekned is kinda bored.. beside catching up on sleep.. i din nothing.. i play shamna king and completed the game in 2 days...
today i wanted to go visit marko mummy. she is like so ill that marko say she cant regonise ppl.. just wanna go pei marko.. since we are pull up buddies.. but marko tell mi not to go becos his mummy dont wanna let ppl see her in her weak state.. it is like so true.. if i am like weak and down .. i dont like ppl to come see mi...
i was at town alone... when last min marko told mi not to go visit...
WAT the HELL!!!! why am i walkking alone doing nothing at town?... sheesh... am i that lonely?
i try to msg dingy and kee.. and cindy.. to see who at town.. can acompany mi a bit...but none of tehm are interested.. sheesh i itnk all attached ppl got plans for the weekedn one...
i tink i ought to get a gf soon......but dont even have target..
koala;s motivation is gone liao.. i knoe i shouldnt depned on such motivation.. cos it if the wrong focus and it wont last... lets just be contented that i manage to make a frined strong like her...
the pull up gang is taking a break now i tink.. marko need to be by her mummy side.. and koala objective is not to pull..... the leader of the pull up gang will still cont to pull.... alone
and only the bar understand my sorrow.....
haiz.. nothing change huh... i was plannig to watch wedding crasher next week... but i am sure ther is not one to pei mi.. marko not free. and i dont wnan go out with all the attached ppl... sainz.
christina say can ask her cos she also no movie kaki..
she called mi a fuss pot... becos i am selective... haiz... actually no lor.. ppl jsut dont understand...
wonder is that anyone out that like that one or not... how come i always see ppl are like so happy ... having group outing and going out wiht nice company.. ..
sometinh wrong wiht mi not?
with love
10:45 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
YEAh GOt my wieghts back!!!
yeah!! marko got my 10kg weights back1!! heehhee happy!!!!
Thansk marko!!!! MuACKS!!!!!
erm was kena bored.. then i browse frinedster a bit.. then i saw jancie is in a relation... haha.. kinda feel sad for myself and felt happy for her... often wonder how diff would it turn out if we din break up... haha anyway... hopes she is happy ... at least she found someone liao.. she moved on... i am still single.. sianz...sobsob..
every one been a victim of love...
ye zi de li qu ( the reason for leaf leaving)
shi feng de zhui qui..? ( is for the pursue of wind)
hai shi shu de bu wan lui? ( or the dessetion of the tree)
with love
8:04 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
more work more work and more work..
how come ppl are just not understanding one.. i am going back to my studies leh.. how come pile work for mi? then when i cant deliver the stuff u wanaa, u say i irresponsible.. got work dont assign earlier... How come wnana meeting at 4.30... then need mi to attend when it is my last day at work.. then the follow up action no one will do wat!!!!! WAH kao.. use ur brain can.. i dont mind doing u knoe... but hor the problem is that i am not there to do liao.... suddenly feel like a prune .. kena sqeeze of all my juice..
just suck it up...
anyway i do a crazy thing.. there are this 2 rows of chin up bar for recruits to imporve arm pwr.. there are 22 of them... i did 22 set of 8 in succession... hahaat at 12 midnihgt some more... haahaha it is crazy wor...wanted to do in reps of 10 but 22 set quite a lot.. but feel good..
i had not yet master the one arm pulling technique.. but i did training for my right arm.. i pull using one arm.. inclined one.. quite straining.. but i MUST master the technique!!! aARGHHH>......
There is this brazillain resturant down by 6 ave... i went tehre to reserve place for dinner outgin this friday.. but then there are like not enought places for 15 ppl or more...haiz... only got 8... so how? haiz........shoudl i give up askign some ppl or not? sounds bad leh...
i pop by the bike shop just now.. i haven been there for so so so so long since the start of FYP.. the aunty dont even regonise,.. last time she still call me by my name one... Sheesh!!! sucky feeling!!!
yet another person tell mi that my dream is not feasible.. askign mi to give up... hey... caution to all... u can mess with anything else inthe world.. but u CANT tell someone to give up his dreams or laugh at his dream... man and live without food.. but they catn FREAKing live without DReam that is fuelled by passion and desire!.....
Dont TELL mi off...abt my DReam... i will WHoop ur ASS if u do that!!!!
sch going to start liao.. i am going to wax my bike!! then buy sometihng to reward myself for working hard thorught the holiday.. and eat something gd..
sheesh i haven catch a moives in ages....
any takers?
with love
9:38 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
i got it IN me!!
raining weekend.. stuck at home.. no one ask mi out....
while i was lying and rolling on my bed, i tho of something.... there was this girl...
total stranger. say something to mi during 3o plus km mark.
" u got it in you .....and u know it "
i tink i appeared looking tired.. i abmit i din train up for last year full marathon.. exam ended on the first dec .. and the marathonday is 5 dec...CRAzy... where got timet o train?
i dont knoe u but if u rem saying that to mi.. thanks.. i needed the addition push..
i only got a 4 hr timing.. contented due to lack of training..
one more week to O week.. finally can take a breahter and do wat i like.. one week holiday for mi.. to all those undergrad having holiday and all those prof takinf leave...hey enough playing already.. it is my turn!!! hmfp!!!
with love
7:21 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
photos!!
the photos are out..
http://community.webshots.com/user/brahmab82
heritage...
thanks jackie.
with love
9:19 PM
SAd storY
i woke up at 6 45 am today for the heritage run.. fun on foot.. got a gut feel we could win... my team name is sad story.... so our sad story begins...
it is like a mazing race concept.. finding check pt before procedings... there are like tonnes of ppl.. it started off at china town then to habour front then ended at labrador park...
i think we came in 4-5 for timing.. shold have been first. if not for the ppl who set up the check pt late... i was the first person who ran up labrador park.. but i realise life issnit fair again... that is why it makes life not worth the effort... we basically ran teh whole journey....
got a part when all participants are waitingfor bus.. i suggested we run.... all the way to teh next check pt... i told them this is wat differiante winner from loser.!! champion form non champion.. jsut like wat arnold said... true enough. this desicion gave us teh edge...
there was 7 of us.. two teams.. the other team won first. got one K cash! price money...... but my team din win.. cos teh toopid station was low to set up.... i was kinda disgusted......
i knoe i am acting like a kid over such trival matters. but i beleive that such thing s should not happen... especailly when i wanna win....
in fact i was angry.. not that i din win but the fact that something else jeopardise our victory.. it is not our fault. the most effort will not win.. DAmzn...
i concluded.. not the strongest or the fastest wil win.. but those who are the luckest. wat's new man... all the lousy liuck will come to mi and all the good stuff to happent to other ppl....
aim for something ..
and i wont get it...
wait for someone.. then realise wat u waiting for is no longer there. probbaly with some rich guy with big car big house and big bike...
i got drench from rain during the run... but tat din stop mi.. but the journey home is torture.. it is cold and i am wet.. the air con blasting.. i really hate public transport.my hand are like numb from coldness and i am shilvering.. i cant stadn cold one..ARGh...maybe i going to take a nap.. forget all the shitty stuFF...
will post up the picture when jackie sent mi the run picture..
winners never quit and quitter never win...
i never win yet i never quit...
i am a LOSER!!!!
with love
4:05 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
The LOtus of konaho blooms twice. the next time u see mi i will be a STronger PersoN...
I aint visit the bar for 6 day liao... koala went oversea and marko mummy is hospitalise... she need breathing aid and tube to eat... another case of fragile life...ARgh...
i ran 6km this morning ..leg still weak from yesterday training.. so decided to go for a slow one.. clock milage...
i speed home on my bike today cos i was meeting DE de at nite.. she pasing mi the comic. .. i tink i improved on bike.. normally i go abt 35km one flat land.. now i go abt 39-40 km ... not bad.. improving... got a roadie just now.. i challenge him and i won... i could not even see him when i turn to look backk...keep cycling back and froth to camp and home seems improve my cycling stamina...Gd Stuff!!! yeah!!
but farnie thing was i rem the advert abt the bike crack . the new advert by traffic police... the one where the bike ccrash and blood flow and the loved one broke down in tears.. i sort of like slow down just a little... farnie rite?... to all riders out there... ride strong and ride safety....
TO all thos drivers who like to horn at cyclist... hope u crash someday.. BOooo!!!
anyway i and de de went to eat subway ... tehn walk ard town... been quite borign lately.. training and work.. never go out play... also no nice movie...
but hey i got program tml.. unit cohersion .. we are taking part in the fun on foot.. an event organice by singapore heritage borad..the officers will form one group.. heeee.. hope we win something!!
holiday coming to an end.. one more week in fact..
lets look at wat i have acomplished..
i watch madascar..
i aint ran 8 30.. only 9 13..
i ain eat sushi buffet.
i watch shaman king..
i done my RP.. dont knoe GD or bad.
i haven wax by bike...
i ain gd at rock climb..
i watch naruto.
i pull and pull....
dont look very fruitful but hey.. i had a few laughs and a few gd frineds..
well... i aint really had a holiday... RP then work immdiately..
anyway waitinf for O week.. then i can relac for one week.. yeah yeah
laugh all u want one at mi.. cos u wont get the chance to do it when i get stronger
with love
10:34 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
TTT= Things Take Time..
Not every prayer are answered.. not every request are approve.. not every expectation are meet...
" i dont wanna listen to ur sad story....."
it has been a busy week at camp...i been trianing hard at nite abt 12midnight..camp mates say i am crazy.. but i have no choice.. to get stronger i need to do this..
HEy i also wanna rot and relac and watch telly..but i cant!! I got a dream to catch .. i got my principles.. got my promise...
it is indeed true that every thign takes time... today there is a run.. i came in first... effrot paid off just a little .. but i am not contented.. i still need to push teh limit...Wooah....
i always tink abt stuff that motivate mi during the run..but this time i was kinda distracted..got a werid dream last nite. replusion on first contact. wonder y..
" Dont Wish it was easier , Wish u were better!!"
out of the blue i msg janice out of gd will.. but sadly enough.. she replied... her dad had cancer just last month... it is last stage.. and it is serious....sad..
i kena felt guilty that his daugher in not gd hands of mine..i cant.. dont ask mi y... just cant... it seems like yesterday that it was CNY and they are like happy and all....
i cant help but reflect how fragile life is..soldiers die... illness... bird flu.... bombing.. it i am stronger i will reduce the risk of such happening.. and prevent others.. all the more i wannt get stronger...ARGH!!111 but rem TTT.. take it in my stride...
i was complaining last time i am a stay in persoonel.. but hey i realise it is not so bad after all... i get to know all the wonderful ppl there... jackie, wutain,eric,stephen, kevin. ben koh. gregg, earnest... u guys are fun to hang out with... maybe taht is wat i need to get away from my loner nature.... the loneliness, comlainging, the poor grades, the sad thoughts, the broken heart, the sucky feeling..
SHooo... Shoo... get away all of U!!!
i tihnk time in uni have change stuff... for some time i am comfortable staying at home.. now i stay at camp... now it is jsut like last time... i loike staying at camp... training whole day and chill out at mess at nite... it makes u more apprecaiteive of stuff outside... definately....
but i always rem this .. when every one and every thing fail mi.. i will not give up on myself and push on wiht wat life throws at mi...i will make it happen...
there are no permanent problems. jsut temperary situation without solution..
when expectations/ hopes/wished are not meet, i will try learning not to be sad... for i will live to see another day...
with love
9:30 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Cheer up plan
i try to cheer up by going to pull with marko!! i wake up at 8.30. on sat rainy morning.. i guess becos i wake up early at camp so i still wake up early on weekneds.
i caught simpson on telly before going sch to pull with marko!!
i wore new adidas shoes today... cos i sick of wearing same stuff.. wanna a change.. guess i am quite plain one...not flashy. but i like the adidas superstar. it was suppose to be kept till CNY befoer i could wear it..ha
PULLing is a nice way to forget abt eveyrtihng.. the place is nice.. but guess who came along? koala!! she was there to climb.... she came to say hi...well.. i was happy to see her yet at the same time sadden by her.. anyway there is lots of actiivties going on.. got life saving competition and silat.. i tink i sharingan some of the silat moves..... quite cool one..
then it is off to suntec to do some settle some work.. it is damn crowed!! sick man!!! witht he NDP rejhearsal.. congestion!!!
i and marko ate jack place for dinner ... whack the meat to complete the triagnle of strenght , technique and nutrition....
was contempating to watch mvie or not..but decide to save money for a btter movie.
ah jie was sad with Bert.. so i bought her papa bread..one cost 2 bucks .. man it is expensivce wor... but i bought 10 bucks worth....
hope that will cheer her up... AH jie GanbaTTE!!
i am quite a spent thrift today..i register for 2 run.. the full marathon and the real run... maybe that will give mi some foucs..
oops.. i ate one papa bread already...
with love
12:42 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
the ship tat is not coming..
i read this in muru blog...
Happiness
Happiness isn't a result of circumstance, it is a choice.
Happiness doesn't come from objects or people or anything at all but you. It comes from how you choose to represent your experiences. Happiness will not come from "having a life", it will come from being grateful for life, and recognizing you do have a life, and you're painting it.
There's a direct link between gratitude and happiness. You will find that those who have much but are not happy simply don't feel as grateful for what they have. They are not ungrateful people, they just unconsciously focus on what they dont have instead of what they do.
There's also a direct link between your psysiology and your state. If you get all slouched and put your head down and take shallow breaths you find it difficult to be happy. You've programmed your body for certain psysiology to be associated to certain feelings. Your state is a result of your internal representations + your psysiology. You dont dance because you feel happy, you feel happy because you dance. You don't sing because you're happy, you're happy because you sing. Body and mind are one. Our bodies are made for movement. If you can't think it, move it.
People may focus on what they dont want to have instead of what they want to. If you focused on what you wanted to have, you will have it. Your sub conscious will bring it to you, because it is constantly on your mind. If in your mind, there is a repeat program of "i am lonely" then that is what you will have, because that is in your mind all the time. And it must become real. Changing it to "i am not lonely" will not help because thats denial and the subconscious is subjective.
Focus on what you want and pretend as though you already have it. Negativity brings negativity. Positivity brings positivity. Its not rocket science, its the law of cause and effect. The pretending won't last if you have faith because the subconscious is subjective and doesn't care about the difference.
“Create a vision of who you want to be, and then live into that picture as if it were already true.” - Arnold Schwarzenegger
Are you happy or are you waiting for a ship that isn't coming?
with love
1:31 AM
WHY?
its been four day since i last came home... home kinda nice.. but i am sad this week..
really really sad...
i was at teh pull up bar on tueday and wed nite..dont knoe why i was there also.. just need a place to relax i guess..the road at leads into nus is nicely lighted for those having convocation. wendy just had hers and she sent mi her convocation photos..i dont knoe why.. but i felt sad.. REAL sad... i see ppl smiling and laughing... how come my uni life is not like that? ppl hang out in groups.. how come i am always alone with marko at the pull.. are we like out cast or wat? ppl are like happy to grad but i know i wont be happy... with lousy grad... wats there to be happy about?... my lifes is just a mistake lor.... i shd have just jion hte speical forces when i was 19 then froever stay there.. if time could reverse... i would never wanna coem into uni....make mi feel miserable....i really cant imagine how convocation wil be for mi.. go there alone.. come back alone... yucks...
maybe i will do wat i did in jc... get reulst liao then go to the pull. and rot for the rest of teh day.....
somehow i hope wendy din sent mi her photos, so i wont be like so sad.. i wanna be ignorant about such stuff... call it self deception.. i dont care.. i dont wnana feel sad....
u ever have teh experience of seening someone u like in the hands of some other guy?
the feeling is God damn sucky lar.. it is like those sinking feeling.. into depression and there is nothing u can do.... why lifes so unfair to mi one....every thing got a reason? tell mi hte reason ... tell mi!!!!....
i dont knoe lar...
sometimes i just wish i could just die and everything would be just as it was....
i left camp at 2200 cos i was doing some minutes for conference. it was late. i am hungry. the toopid bus took a long time to come...i was the 2nd last guy Q ing up the bus.. then the last guy push mi aside and he boarded the bus... there wasnt enought space for both of us.....even old ah peh wanna bully mi....i waited for 1/2 for the next bus to come..
i woonder y am i so loser one...get push aside by old ah peh.. issi becos i am weak? i tink i turn mild.. weak and soft.
the 1/2hr as i was waiting for teh bus... i tho abt it .. i simply could not undersatnd wat is wrong with riding a bike? why are my parents so stubborn abt it... transport leh... as much as i wanna spent more time at home... but i need to go camp leh... public transport sucky lar.... squeeze with ppl... most inconsiderate one...
i dont knoe lar..
super losuy mood
can some one teach mi to be happy?
pls?
with love
12:07 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
boring Weekend
it been one of the most boring weekend ever... the last week have been busy at camp.. doing tonnes of cardio training.. cycling to and fro camp... late nites chatting with new frineds made at camp.. earnest, wu tain , jackie, etc,etc, bunch of gd guys..
been waking up early at 6.30.. and sleeping abt 2 am evyer nite... nto bad huh.. tired but keep going.. i drag those guys out for a run abt 11pm every ntie.. haik haik..
beening tired is kinda good sometimes. makes u tired. so u wonthave so much energt to tink abt things are are unhappy.maybe that is why i am pushing so hard.. i am not going for any competition or have any thing to prove. no reason for mi to push so hard... dont knoe wat i am doing also..
the letter for this yyear full marathon came... i am jioning ? who is interested?
Alvin!! get ur fat arse here and run with mi like we did..
TObi? u up for another suffer with mi?
LOti Xaing!!! last year was ur first.will it be ur last?
any new takers? all are welcome....
i just mial OSA abt the missing weigh in the locker.. guess it slipped my mind. until i was looking for the weights today..hpope they get back soon...
watched naruto the whole weekedn ..apart frm that so bored..
wat to do? wat to do?
with love
9:12 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
loss MOtivation!!
I hate that emotional part mine...makes mi SaD...
hope it will be all over by the time i wake up....
sometimes there are just no fariy tale ending..
alone...
=(
with love
4:47 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
JElly BeanZ
tired.. not bad lar.. knoe many frineds from first day of wrok.. and of cos seen some old frineds.. but got a F up person i dont like one... he is really selfish during training.. he think he is great but i think he is not even significant ...PUI...
anyway.. i am a STay in personal!! unit STANd!! sobosb. no more chaating online at night and no more comfy bed... haha but i dont really mind .. i already plan wat to do at camp liao.. heehhee.... secret training... to be strong...
there are 3 SAF death recently, the first one who die in the maritime specail ops training use to be form this unit...i feeel quite strongly abt it and i tell myself i wont let that happen to mi or my teammates..when i fail them, if ever, it wont be due to my incompetent.. with that, all the harder i will train...WWOOAH!!
the last guy who die?. BMT spec instructor. he was perfecly healthy... scary
wat happening? will it happen to mi? becos of " dirty things" ? once the body without a spirit... it has no will to live....
when i die today, wat have i not done.. wat have i acheive...wonder....
i went for a cycle sat morning at the hot afternoon sun again!!.. Train at the harest condition.. yeah.. then i went to suntec.. cos marko is working there... i bought him soya bean for his new diet.. but he din pick up mycall and i dont knoe which shop he work at... DAMnz.......
then i went to the new candy empire ... jingy working there... i bought some jelly bean adn choco for someone.. heheeh....
oh yah.. CB treated us diiner.. at long men jui lou..( dragon inn REsturant).. this is lab outing number 2.. heheh got mi FT and CB and his gf jia ling... well ther eis a wedding diiner going on .. it is an eye opener for CB and his GF,,, they are laughign awya at the "YAM SEng" part.hehe fun but FREAKing full....
Wah lau, FT say i am champion at writing at screwing ppl.. sheesh... no lor...just that i say it out here lor..anyway good luck for ur I. A lar...
"before u can judge mi , u gotta learn how to see mi.."
with love
11:41 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
ZEst Bar is LOw...
i manage to get like 2 hrs of sleep before going to sch library to touch up on my report.. from 5 am to 7am.. i tink i might have overdosage of caffiene i drank like 3 packets..... sheesh.. well it had definately been one of the most stressful period since... much worst than exam study week man...
i was telling CB that if a person have a fixed energy life of 80 years. i probably die at about 50 years old.. cos i use all by life energy on proejct and sleepign so little per day.. hahaa..
well i dont knoe how to feel after i handed up the report... i tried my best... but my results shows nothign!!! sheesh .. not conculsive... sucky...
it is kinda dependant on certain elemetn of luck when u like ballot for the project..... i mean diff prof got diff expectation.. different project got different level of progress.. some are at the end stage some are at the infancy stage...
that is a girl i knoe doing reseach under prof neo finish her report very early.. and she is like bearly at lab one.. sheesh.. unfair.. prof neo is gereros wiht his grade i tink .. cos his porject have like the most ppl ballot for one..
unfair.. screwed..
sheesh i tho it would be something if i can publsh a paper with my PHD student..
maybe at least when i am old , i can tell my kids i done sometihng... well the chance is gone...lifes unfair
anyway, i dont know how to feel when i handed up my report.to be happy or sad... i in effort but sad to say.. effort not equal resutls...anyway that cos my zest bar to be low....
very low in fact...
wat the tihngy with date line anyway.. depsite settling the dateline , my frineds are all jsut submitting a prelimary report to the department.. sucky... sheesh...
anwya i handed inth e report at 3.30pm.. then i went to climb at sch with koala..
u knoe it is liekthe last day of sch liao.. cos i going to wrok tml... sheesh i could realli use a break... tired......
anwyay i dont tink koala enjoy the climb as much.. cos no challenging route for her.. plus i zest bar is low... but koala did make mi feel slightly happier..
did hang board with her.. but definately she is the stronger one.. i am like so weak!!i tink she got a digicam that looks like my ah jie's one
i tink i juice out again.. i din eat anything since morning. the whole day... maybe or i am just plain weak...
i linger from 3,30 to abt 7 at the SRC.. i saw many frineds lar.. from diving to swimmin and even NVAC friends...all of them look like having fun.. except mi ...
haiz..
anyway i ask marko to pull for one last time.. i be working and cannon pull in the afternoon sun.. i will have to say bye bye to the bar for one month... sheesh..
altghough i was like tired lack of sleep adn food. i went pull for 3 sets.. my hands very shaking and i can only do 7... juice out manz.. but i enjoyed it...too bad marko cannot make it...
BYe BAr.. i will sure miss u.....
i need to prepare my unifrom and boots for for tml work.. polish stuff and all u knoe.. then i came across my spike shoes.. nike one.. blue and white.. use to like it a lot las time.. now like neglected liao... ahhaa then i look at my climbing shoes... will it suffer the same fate? haahahah
i decided to personalise my climbing shoe after seening wat koala did to hers... it is like quite cool... i tink i going to write OVErSOUL on it!!! i need an oVersoul..
i went home from SRC.. i walk alone at lot one.. then i walk home.. got a feelign that i cant describe.. just a low sad feeling...
anwya i saw shaman king VCD.. very tempted to buy.. shoud it buy or not? hahaa
i was like veyr hungry when i reach home.. alvin say he was at KAP mac.. althoug i dont like to eat mac.but for old time sake,hell we been like cycling for so many countless times.. we chatted and caught up a bit..actually wnana cycle one... but i think he lent his bike to some ppl from tri....
he bought mi a GIFT woR!! so nice!!!he jsut came back to singaproe from oversea studies.. sem break..so sweet lar..
hey something screwed happen man... The 10 kg weights i use for pull are lost!!! cos i put them in the locker.. but i tink the ppl change the locker combination cos we are like suppose o clear the locker long time ago.. ARGH..
i told alvin, i could break the lock and get back my weights.. but then wat if te wieghts are not inside.. they may have clear the stuff out..thne they will knoe who spoit the lock.. alvin say that is the abnormal person way of thinking...
he ask mi to use my racer and ram the locker.. i tell him that is the crazy way of thinking..the normal way of thigking should be refer to the person in charge rite? i such they ar reasonable ppl..
i went to alvin house, it was quite nice to chat with his sisters and all..but too bad his dad's asleep..haiz..
looks like many ppl reading my blog lar.. alvin tho mi huddie and ZM are stirring shit abt mi huh... hahahaha .. wait i meet u all for supper next time, i sure to whoop the 2 of ur ass...
i saw the 100 nus conentetial tihngy on telly.. talk abt how nice NUs is.. hell why dont they interveiw mi? i can tell them all teh bad stuff man.. NUs REally nice meh? pui!! sucky...
i need to polish my boot liao.. i got more to blog one.. blog tml...
with love
12:31 AM
