Saturday, July 02, 2005
JElly BeanZ
tired.. not bad lar.. knoe many frineds from first day of wrok.. and of cos seen some old frineds.. but got a F up person i dont like one... he is really selfish during training.. he think he is great but i think he is not even significant ...PUI...
anyway.. i am a STay in personal!! unit STANd!! sobosb. no more chaating online at night and no more comfy bed... haha but i dont really mind .. i already plan wat to do at camp liao.. heehhee.... secret training... to be strong...
there are 3 SAF death recently, the first one who die in the maritime specail ops training use to be form this unit...i feeel quite strongly abt it and i tell myself i wont let that happen to mi or my teammates..when i fail them, if ever, it wont be due to my incompetent.. with that, all the harder i will train...WWOOAH!!
the last guy who die?. BMT spec instructor. he was perfecly healthy... scary
wat happening? will it happen to mi? becos of " dirty things" ? once the body without a spirit... it has no will to live....
when i die today, wat have i not done.. wat have i acheive...wonder....
i went for a cycle sat morning at the hot afternoon sun again!!.. Train at the harest condition.. yeah.. then i went to suntec.. cos marko is working there... i bought him soya bean for his new diet.. but he din pick up mycall and i dont knoe which shop he work at... DAMnz.......
then i went to the new candy empire ... jingy working there... i bought some jelly bean adn choco for someone.. heheeh....
oh yah.. CB treated us diiner.. at long men jui lou..( dragon inn REsturant).. this is lab outing number 2.. heheh got mi FT and CB and his gf jia ling... well ther eis a wedding diiner going on .. it is an eye opener for CB and his GF,,, they are laughign awya at the "YAM SEng" part.hehe fun but FREAKing full....
Wah lau, FT say i am champion at writing at screwing ppl.. sheesh... no lor...just that i say it out here lor..anyway good luck for ur I. A lar...
"before u can judge mi , u gotta learn how to see mi.."
with love
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