Thursday, September 29, 2005
sometimes rock lee spirit are not enough.
the reason for this post is to say i am tried.. tired of the relentless grading system of uni.. i got back the test paper and i go 69 mark... i was demoralise...
not becos i din work hard.. i work harder that the rest..cos i boycotted the lecturer. cos he cant freaking teach, NUS is paying him to read off the pwrpt slide to mi..
but i still get crapppy grades.
i knoe the rest surely get 80-90 marks.. why like that? haiz..
i knoe the world place ENmorOUS emphaize on grades... u dont tell mi it dont... ELSE why the FARK are u studying so hard for? yah lah... you lar.... the one with the evil grin mocking at my toopidity
there as a time when i din study for test and get crappy grade,it will not sadden mi for i knoe i din put in effort..
but when i put in a lot and get such grades in return.. i feel absoulutely disguested..
life's preety much a bitch .. dont u agree?
talented ppl are always given the spotlight..
ppl who work hard cant win against such genuis..
life stero-type ppl..
Volleyball player shorter than 170 cannot be inside national team..
pilot cannot be shorter than 165..
ulgy ppl dont get short listed in interview.
WTH... of cos every one wanna be tall pretty handsome smart and rich..
i am so ashamed of growing in such an environemnt that i very much hate. and getting my character molded into such ugliness.
nobody likes the ulgy duckling ..
until it becomes a beautiful swan.......
with love
9:44 PM
