Friday, February 17, 2006
i just like it there
i still feelng sickish.. but i woke up early to go to the bar..
althought i am sick.. i still pull.. amazingly i felt better.. for that one instance and a few dizziness from shortage of breath..
i jsut like it there.. the quietness , the serenity and the lonilness...
when i grad, i sure going to miss that place.. more than anything or anyone else in sch. cos that is the place i go to most when i am down.
it had become my winter oak.. =)
had an interesting lecture today.. saw marko..
had lunch togther.. and suggested to watch a movie since i din meet him up for the longest of time.. seem somewat unfamilar.. i told him i pull just this morning despite being sick.. ..i promise that we will forever be pulling buddies till my arm break but i guess his passion break before my arms could...din ask why he din wann pull anymore.. didnt probe
but i some how firgure out myself..
the moive was kinda farnie but i think dick and jane woudl be a better choice but for old time sake. benstiller moive must watch with marko.. but he brought a girl along.. his gf... heehee.. oh well.. she is a nice simple girl. probalby like him for who he really is...
i feel so much like a big bulb.. never once and never had been one before.. it the first and i feel totally rotten althought i pretended nothing .. i am the great pretender rem?
i think tat is the reason.. ppl move on to yet another phase of is life le... i am still stuck..feel happi for marko yet kinda sad cos yet another frined lost..
i know i shd move on too.. i knoe.. i wanna.. i wish....
but that some one din appear.
i guess the only thing is to wait bah... for how long?
i dont knoe..
oh well term break start..
bluff ppl one.. where got break..
they only wnan break u up only with tonnes of work..
with love
11:55 PM
