Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i am so selfish
the more i tink abt it..
the more selfish i tink i am...
not tat i am not supportive... but....
i dont mean to be discouraging..
like the mummy tat refuses to buy the bike for the kid..
not tat the mummy dont love the child
but kinda like protecting the child from falling down..
call it protective
call it motherly..
call it selfish..
u probly wont understand unless u are experience wat i am feeling now..
i am the cause of all the toruble
with love
9:10 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
MOoodddieeeeee
cant rem the last time i actually felt tired..been quite some time i guess..
been out quite a lot.. miss some things tat i once like.
still cant change myself. maybe that is the way i am.. some little guy .. plain and normal.. it was always the case..
suddenly felt like going to the bar.. back to my lonely self.. at least there was peace... a short-lived one thou..but it was enough...
maybe i was disappointed.. or perhaps irritated by the most silly stuff...
i was troubled. but i know everyone had a bad day. shant burden others.
oh well...
tml will be a better day
i hope..
with love
11:49 PM
