Sunday, November 11, 2007
weekends
i dont look forward to weekend with the same anticipation anymore..
i dunno wat to do..
aimless..
meaningful..
just let me sleep for eternity.
do not disturb...=(
with love
2:45 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
irritating... on my nerves
why do i get a feeling that i am always taken for granted?
does having a Car means i have to fetch everyone for organised outing?
failing to do so... will have me blamed. like wat u did.
hell yeah... dont ever ask me for any grp runs anymore.. cos i wont even be bothered to entertian...
so wat if the marathon is coming up? dont come to me as ur source of motivation or wat not... cos seriously.. u can do wat u wnan i dont realli care..
i am not interested in how much u ran today, yesterday or the day before..
so pls dont report to me and try to compare milage with me..
i am also not interested in how excited u are over todays run... which i am not excited abt at all.. i am more than happy not to run.
i dont wnana hear how any seconds u shaved off running the same route compare to last week..
if u cannot travel to ECP to run.. pls dont not rely on me as ur means of transportation..
and if u cannot drive ur family car, pls dont ask so many ppl along.. and expect me to fetch all of them..
sounds like i am the selfish one?
let me tell u why i am not..
I always waited for when you are late for late night run at West coast. sometimes 1hr . sometimes 30 mins ...
i could have completed the run with the waiting time.. have u ever been early?
i cycle all the way to ur house to run with ya... have you ever cycle to my house and run with me? even once at all?
marathon is suddenly so impt to you? i ran the marathon straight after our batam trip..
did i place so much emphaize on the toopid marathon?
i alwasy ask you for runs and you say u got classes you got church.... you got ur own prioiritty i also got my own...
dont get me wrong.. you are a good frined.. but ur love for running is realli getting on my nerves..
i alwasy trg alone. if u haven already realise.
it's good to have an occasion companion by the side.. but ultimately they wont go all the way with ya..
i seen too many le..
my dear marko.. now lost prob angry with me..
loti.. whom i only hear from when he need a lift to the start pt...
this are all my frineds....
now tell me where u stand and where i stand..
i am not angry
just disappointed.. over ur selfishness and accusing me ..
perhaps i wrong you.
then may i ask y are u so upset over this. have the thought ever cross ur mind tat i cannot compromise ?..
you also got car wat? dont tell me lame excuse like ur paretns are going for breakfast. and stuff.. just use the car afer breakfast...
i realli dont udnerstand the logic..
but watever the case. trg is alone.
the rationale is simple.. just like the bar and me..
alone is somewhat the best..
just me and myself
i am no team player..
with love
9:56 PM
