Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Emotional ride?
i been swimming for 3 days without break... haha hopefully my swimming endurance will return to where it has been b4...
i also cycle to sch on monday and today.. hee... plus i visted the pull twice...
did 90 pulls ups and and 40 wide the next day..body starting toache liao..
anyway.. we did pull up with groovy and marko. my sajc pull up buddies... feel really good to gather and do pull up once again.. marko mummy was hospitalise
becos of flat blood AKA ping xue. haha we went SGH to visit her wor.... from the visit , we learn from auntie that marko wanna be a police man... sheesh... hope he will find wat he wanna lar.. all the best to u marko!!
anywya i was angry at marko, i was telling him abt how i feel towards certain things in life and how screwed my life is.. then he say i COMplaiN TOO muCH!!
HULLO!!!
i am sharing wiht you leh!!!
if i din treat u as a GD FRIEnD i wont even tell u such SHIT!!!
DAmnZ ..
the worst thing u can do is say i whine too much..!!
anyway i keep quiet after his comment and vowed never to share with him again.. obivous he is not those who can share with mi one..
still to think last time he got a problem wiht a korean girl he like , i still listen to him,,
such frined huh?
damnz
anywya i came back to lab that nite..hoping the bacteria was ready to transfer but unfortunatelye it was not.. so i stay till 1 am at lab then took cab back home..
waste a GD 12bucks!!!! i wish i somehow have a bike so ic an ride home or have my yellow bike wiht mi.. so i can cycle home... haiz
on the way to SGH guess who i saw? i saw XL !! kinda happy to see her.. she say she got off the wrong station then hurried off liao.. dont know why . just seem happy to see her .. i tink i sort of develop some liking for her... which i dont really like myself. make mi very vunerable.. =(
happy in a way i can see her agian. sad is becos she is graduating soon and i wont get to she her agian since i quited my CCA..
anyway i was in sch morning to transfer the bacteria,she was also in sch to see some prof abt going honours .. i some how hope she continue someway so i can see more of her if fate permits. haha.After my 30 lap swim. i receive a msg from her. asking mi to pei her shopping wor..cos she ended her meeting early and she have to wait till her frined arrives... tho it felt werid, but my heart keep telling mi to go.. anyway i have nothing to do till evening time when the bact are ready to havest.but i guess she left without mi..
spolit my day..dont knoe why.. see wat i tell u? this things make mi vunerable and weak... haiz...
with love
4:34 PM
