Wednesday, March 29, 2006
ggrrrrrr...
30 march is design2 project due date.. but only today they say extend DEadline..
been working from the moment i wake up and till the moment i sleep for teh past 5-6 days. reminded moi of reseach project. skipped all the lecutre and tutorial..
Dont tink i work this hard before.. maybe i jsut wanna run a great last lap. even thought my overall grades are just as crap..Design 2 is a showcase of wat we had learn over the 4 years. sheesh, i dunno man.. the fast and furious pace of sch work dont really allow moi to retain all the stuff i learn.. maybe i haven truly learn.
but watever teh case, the design project make moi learn and realise concept i din know back in the earlier years of my uni days. better apprecaition and understnading of the modules i took back then.
i tink everyone is awfully stressed. i see ppl having nicks like,
"like why nus dont let us enjoy the last 4 weeks."
"dont sleep"
"weeping away"
" ji bai siao liao"
seen some ugly ppl.. leechers for this project.. keep asking ppl for help and try to copy others work.. this are the ppl who survive uni and grad with better results...Sheesh.. tell moi how unfair life is...not tat i am selfish or wat.. this are the type of ppl on normal day wont even bother to say hi to u..walk on the street also pretend not to know u.. until when in trouble they go begging ppl..and call everyone her brother..
wonder where is ur pride.. how can u live life so lowly..
though reluctant, i shared when they ask..
i din feel really good after tat..
In a difference senario. xm din understand some concepts and i glady sent him my whole report and spread sheet. hoping to help him.. cos he is my good friend.. uni life wont be quite the same without him i guess..
i feel good..
feeeling very out of life now.. surely life is more than this design project.. looks like the ice age movie i looking forward to after the proejct submition is not going to happen and the climbing session aint going to happen ...
really ....really could use a nice break to chill out and do something enjoyable..
nvm lar, at the end of all this.. i will be a stronger person if i can get throught all this without giving anything less than my 100% effort..
with love
7:37 PM
