Tuesday, March 14, 2006
grad anxiety.
defination of anxiety
a:
painful or apprehensive
uneasiness of mind usually over an impending or anticipated ill
b :
fearful concern or interest
c : a cause of anxiety
i am so feeling tat now... just not ready to step out of my comfort zone.. where i take charge of my time and my work.. in an alternate dimension that transit according to my free mind where i am the
King of my world..
not ready physcially , not really emotionally
most impt not ready mentality... perhaps all will change in the next one month..
mingz.. u got to live stronger...
seeking comfort at my fav huant and "Walking off" with marko..
wonder
when can i do tat in the near future?
been so long.. 4 freaking year.. 4 years in sec i meet great true friends. thought drifted apart..
2 years in jc i meet my
pull gang though two stop pulling.
4 years in uni.. i only know ppl supercificallly..
how sad eh..
so much
regrets.. poor grade.. so shallow..
wasnt as enriching as it claimed..BUt given a choice to start uni all over again, i tink i probality do everything the same way..
perhaps the only comfort i had is that i learn to
love myself just this
little bit more.
with love
9:57 AM
