Sunday, March 05, 2006
Fool ArounD sunDAy...
wonder when is the last time i played so hard on a weekend?
i went cycling early morning with 12 roadies.....
and went climibng with sunbear. cos sun bear went to eat sushi the other day.
i just felt happy today..
althought i was not the first 3 at the finishing pt
althought i still very weak at climbin..
dunno why..maybe in 2 more months i will grad and return to work
and all this will seem far-fetched..
mornign and evening time of rotting at the bar will seem precious..
so i must enjoy it..
just like living in the last 2months of my life..
somewat like a guy realise he got cancer and will look at stuff he took for granted from a diff persceptive ,
i tink i am not ready to give up all this.. yet i am not giving up on my dream..
i was listening to this song.. this was the song taht was going in my head when i ran my 10 k SOC last time..
长大以后为了理想而努力
渐渐的忽略了父亲母亲和故乡的消息
如今的我生活就像在演戏
说着言不由衷的话戴着伪善的面具
总是拿着微不足道的成就来骗自己
总是莫名其妙到一阵的空虚
总是靠一点酒精的麻醉才能够睡去
寻寻觅觅寻不到活着的证据
都市的柏油路太硬踩不出足迹
骄傲无知的现代人不知道珍惜
那一片被文明糟踏过的海洋和天地
只有远离人群才能找回我自己
在带着咸味的空气中自由的呼吸
耳畔又传来汽笛声和水手的笑语
永远在内心的最深处听见水手说
他说风雨中这点痛算什么
擦干泪不要怕至少我们还有梦
他说风雨中这点痛算什么
擦干泪不要问为什么
meaningful?
toks abt us working veyr hard for our dreams neglecting our parents and home
we wearing a fake mask..like the great pretender..
alwasy self decept ourself with our punnie acheivement..
alway feeling empty and lonely at times.
cant find the reason to live and take tihngs for granted
the earth are damage by us..
but yet asmist all this, we must find ourself.. wipe away the tear cos this pain is nothing..
that is rite.. pain is nothing.. i will live stronger...
with love
9:20 PM
