Saturday, March 11, 2006
bad mood..
bad mood day.. just hate it when i get stuck at a problem
and no one to ask...
everyone is like treating their info like some precious shit..
as if asking them for the info is like taking a peice of flesh from them..
ppl alwasy leech stuff off moi. then i feel so silly.. the worst kind is those keep asking and taking one.. then got stuff and never give back type..
haiz.. ppl are really so ulgy de...
just wanan make us of frineds.( or wat they seem to call u when they need help)
when ur are leech of ur benefits, walk pass also never bother to say hi!!
OMG.. i suddenly feel so ridicuously silly... why huh?
maybethat is wat it is mean by growing up.. be a cruel disgusting creatuer doing watever it takes to succeed..
ZEn BAO bAO:
Two monks were washing their bowls in the river when they noticed a scorpion that was drowning. One monk immediately scooped it up and set it upon the bank. In the process he was stung. He went back to washing his bowl and again the scorpion fell in. The monk saved the scorpion and was again stung. The other monk asked him, "Friend, why do you continue to save the scorpion when you know it's nature is to sting?"
"Because," the monk replied, "to save it is my nature."
i find it is veyr hard to help others when i am in deep shit. espcailly ppl who dont desevse it.. i don have unconditional love like GOD..really..
i suck big time....
pls dont make use of moi.. if u cant return the same way i treated u...
i wanna be a scorpian not a helpful monk.
with love
9:57 PM
