Sunday, July 31, 2005
EXPECTaTionS
times really flies man... my holiday attachment ended liao... the only thing i brought home with mi is the valuable bond of frinedships...
i am going back camp on monday to clear up some work.. despite my last day was friday. this is because of the late meeting till 8 pm on a fridya nite...
the weekned is kinda bored.. beside catching up on sleep.. i din nothing.. i play shamna king and completed the game in 2 days...
today i wanted to go visit marko mummy. she is like so ill that marko say she cant regonise ppl.. just wanna go pei marko.. since we are pull up buddies.. but marko tell mi not to go becos his mummy dont wanna let ppl see her in her weak state.. it is like so true.. if i am like weak and down .. i dont like ppl to come see mi...
i was at town alone... when last min marko told mi not to go visit...
WAT the HELL!!!! why am i walkking alone doing nothing at town?... sheesh... am i that lonely?
i try to msg dingy and kee.. and cindy.. to see who at town.. can acompany mi a bit...but none of tehm are interested.. sheesh i itnk all attached ppl got plans for the weekedn one...
i tink i ought to get a gf soon......but dont even have target..
koala;s motivation is gone liao.. i knoe i shouldnt depned on such motivation.. cos it if the wrong focus and it wont last... lets just be contented that i manage to make a frined strong like her...
the pull up gang is taking a break now i tink.. marko need to be by her mummy side.. and koala objective is not to pull..... the leader of the pull up gang will still cont to pull.... alone
and only the bar understand my sorrow.....
haiz.. nothing change huh... i was plannig to watch wedding crasher next week... but i am sure ther is not one to pei mi.. marko not free. and i dont wnan go out with all the attached ppl... sainz.
christina say can ask her cos she also no movie kaki..
she called mi a fuss pot... becos i am selective... haiz... actually no lor.. ppl jsut dont understand...
wonder is that anyone out that like that one or not... how come i always see ppl are like so happy ... having group outing and going out wiht nice company.. ..
sometinh wrong wiht mi not?
with love
10:45 PM
