Tuesday, November 22, 2005
why?
the more u knoe... the more u dont knoe..
ignorance is indeed bless..
if u dont knoe wat u dont knoe.. then u will not get so uptight abt getting wrong.and will let it go willingly..but if u know but get it wrong.. it is so much much worse...
if u turn a blind eye to everything.. life will perhaps be so much nicer..
the feeling is getting to moi.. cant seem to let it go...
maybe like wat xiang yi said." act blur , life longer."
act like the nothing have happened..even if it din why would any body care..
seem so coincidental tat he-man msg moi today..saying how his 8 month relation with a girl is not worth a one week effort form a new guy the girl met..
he cant stand life at oversea uni too..
SEE the similarity?
i cant stand uni life.. but wat the hell am i doing there..WTH...
he-man a very mild mellow person.. he proablly wont make a big hoo-ha over the whole ordeal.. at least not show it out.. so much effort for the girl.. but got nothing back in return..
i feel so unjust for him.. totally disgusted.
saying stuff like one week with the guy is consider " love ".. surely the 8 months of effort mean something rite? so cold hearted one?
he-man say he cant sleep and cling on to the soft toy the girl gave..
he will prob need a veyr long time to stand up.. and he have no faith in girls liao..
dun believe in ever-lastin love.....n perfect world liao..
farnie.. wasnt this the feeling i feel just a few weeks ago..
she also say something like" u can feel wat u wnana cos she cant control how he feel."
oh manz!!. dont be such a BITCH!!...for crying out loud..
really.. i dunno abt u ..
one way i seek consolation tat i am not the only one feelin such F up feeling..
yet i really duno wat to do and how to improve the whole ordeal..
wat dont break moi... makes moi stronger?
wat had happen lately. not only break moi.. it had killed off watever thinkinf and percpetion i once had..
it aint going to be easy picking up the loose pieces..
with love
7:02 PM
