Monday, April 03, 2006
LEE sign completed
left 8hrs to dead line for leesign project..
i tink i complete it.. with much sarifices.but i have emerge a stronger person..at last i tink i am more tolerant to stress and working with tight dead lines and able to work 12 hrs or more at one go..
that is the finale. the most siong project at nus chem eng..*grin*
i only skip 8 days of leuctue and tutorial for it. and the rest of the mod are laggin. wat's new..
doing this project make moi learn many stuff.
in terms of adversity, ppl will come to u and seek help. and ppl jion forces and team up..
maybe my loner nature shd make way..be a team player.. sometimes, things get done easier and when things fall.. u wont feel so much effect..sometine like taht.
then comes the free loader.. prideless creature.. come Brudder Brudder u only when u have good stuff.. how typical of the society..
so dispise them..
got the other kind. more dispicable.. ask moi then i tell them.. then when i ask them .. they wnan keep all knowledge like trade secret.. WTF lar!!!! like i takign a peice of flesh from u.. so competitive for wat?
if u are really good.. then fight or complete on an even ground lar..dont resort to such means....idont tink i lost to anyone..i only lost becos i refuse to get suck into the shitty system.. at least i am still myself... not ulgy on the inside.
and the knowing of new frineds who all do the same subunit for design..jsut friends.
got to interact withi eyecandy over the porject. but she is not really as nice as i though her to be.. she kinda stubborn and head on type.. din wanted arguement.. oh well, eyecandy will alwasy be eyecandy only.. regaarldess of her character.
got to see chibi in person.. she help moi draw usig solid works...grateful..
versatile gemini hates "housefly" for no apparent reason..got free choco and free drawing not bad wat..i also wanna!!
it must have been great to have a best frined.. when i look at chibi and sunbear, i get jealous.. been loner for so long..the feeling of sharing and confiding in someone..someone to talk to when are sad and lonely . someone to walk teh extra miles for u..someone who know all abt u and understands u..
toobad, just din have the luck of getting or makin a best friend..at the age now , frined are just frineds. teh defination change as ur age grows. nowadays friendship are transactional.. sheesh. i dont wanan grow up in this fashion.. but shucks taht the way it is..
amist the busy period.. i do take a look at the stars sometihng.. though they dont shine as bright as they used to.. not as promising as they seem and not convinving in showing moi the way..but wat every choices we made.. we stick to it and make the best out of it.
piggy had make a choice but i belief she made the correct one..!!
every seconds counts,i may skip meals and lessons for this project but i din forget abt close friends.still manage some time to make get well card..
time to chill abit. wed got one test..
tml shall go to nokia cnetre repair my sms machine, get comic book from joycelene, stroll ard, get repiar for bike and maybe watch ice age 2..
any takers?
with love
1:58 AM
