Sunday, January 08, 2006
mr nice guy no more!!
the year haven actually started and i starting to get disspointed in frineds already.
althought it is not a big HOo yahh matter, but since ppl declare first blood on moi ..
i need to do soemthing.
yah u are god damn FArking correct!!! i am a EXTremely revengeful and petty guy..
the LL is A big liar and she had the cheek to say she is angry!!! WAssup manz...
theft reporting to police to catch farking theif!!.. Where's te logical...
i wasnt angry to begin with until rosy say she is unhappy..i am farking PISSED!!!!!
Where got ppl call to ask ppl for new year BBQ and disappear herself at 9 plus.
by viture it is a newyear countown thingy.. shdnt everyone stay until at least 12mn..
oh wat? u are cinderilla isst? oh pls...
i din wanna go to the BBQ actaully.. since i only know rosy.. it would be better to have another familair face rite..?
so that the reason for moi being the outcast yest huh? sorri if i dont buy it.. GET a life bitch.. u aint that GREAT..i was only there on rosy account.. rosy u own moi a serious appolgy for this shit... and u knoe how much i hate such stuff.. watever, u can contiune ur life as a lying bitch with ur whiny complains and ur fake lashes and gossips for all i farking care...
been a long time since i went to the bar.. going to pay the bar a visit tml.. hope it wont rain.. ask marko along.. and marko say he gave up on pulling...
OMG.. i dont knoe wat happen to him.. but it is kinda sad for him to give up.it definately has affected moi
every one gives up at one pt or antther..
when u chase ur dream for so long and relaise u cant beat realitly and society..
u give up
when stuff get a little bit hard and tought... ppl gives up..
when teh surrounding enviroment changes, u give up wat u once hold dear.
perhaps it is a wise move to give up and move on..
only silly ppl like moi keep holding on and believeing in the fantasy world that was created by the hope of not giving up..
how silly.. how toopid...
okie.. there is no more pull up gang liao.. officially disbanded.. i hope u are happy.. marko..
muru ask moi to the gym today.. perhaps it is the rain.. it had been raining the whole day long. i reply no.. not that i din workout today.. but more of i din feel going there with muru.
simply put it.. i knoe muru got his bunch of new found friends.the maya gang.. oh pls.. pls dont come and look for moi only in time where u need help or company..
why cant there be purely frinedshipw without the issue of interest.
Damn it..
i am sorri ..
i cant be nice no more.. really.. cos i am quite sick of it.. u all had let moi down once too many times..
i am truly sorri..
with love
11:37 PM
