Thursday, April 13, 2006
last weeek of sch.
just reach home from doing lee sign at sch.. tml the dead line.. dont tink we really did an excellent job.. ended up deleting some of my report just to prevent overshooting of page limit.. So FArking toopid!!..
anyway effort is not equal results... who cares..
i got back my test. fail agian... 19/50.. sure below average one lar.. hahaha..
this mod is sure gone case one.. WTH..
at the mental state i am now.. i tink every thing i do also will fail... just feel lousy and miserable..
cant belief this is the last week of sch.. started off the sem by telling myself to cherish the moment.. ended up neglecting all the stuff i hold dear..and turn into this super no life creature..
mummy bough breakfast for moi yet i left for sch to do design
mummy cook lunch for moi yet i lost appetite cos i was troubled over design..
indeed the design project is tough.. if every sem was like tat. i tink i would have drop out of sch.. cos this is not really the way i wanna live my life.
really have to thank my groupmates for making the process less torturing.mentally torturing.
cant belief exam start next week. and i haven even started revising..
it will be all over.
yesterday will soon be history
there is no light at the end of the tunnel.. only darkness and sadness awaits.
it is not the destination.. but the process...
i suck...
with love
4:24 AM
